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Sabtu, 27 Mei 2017

Hurt

I'm just  an ordinary women expecting too much for my feel,life and love. And I have wrong Way to get it.
Yes.. I'm falling in love with u. Wrong person in wrong place.
Its feeling weird.. That every  single  night  u beside me,  sleep  with me but not for make  love with me. Only  hugging and get warm. And when u off u just go out and fuck the girls u know and come back home pretend nothing happen. You hurt me so much. You so selfish. If u can do that why i can't do as u do?  Ooo.. And u can call me slut..????!!!! How do u feeling When u fuck them and not remember me waiting and wondering where u go?
Oh.. I know.. U Just use me right?  Because I can wake u up in the morning , prepare for ur breakfast and lunch box. U Just feeling guilty for what was happened. And u are feeling trap with me. For all u have feeling u are so wrong if u couldnt leave me because all of that things. U can leave me.. I'm stronger enough to stand my self. To fight the world and everything againts me. I'm single fighter u never known. Dont  feel guilty for something that we do together in "like" 
Everything that i do.. I do it for love. So if u cant love me dont feel pity on me. I dont need ur pitiness. I dont need ur sorry for what we have done. Im okey....!!
You never know when Im cry to make my burden light..
You never know  i was try to suicide When i know u never be my side..  Its just temporaly in which u can call goodbye when its time to leave me.. So try me.. And u will see..

00:55
28/5/'17

Sabtu, 13 Mei 2017

Sakit

@ bukan prioritas
@ kehadiran tak ada arti
@ dianggap sebatas teman
@ dsb..dsb...dsb..nya
Adalah rasa yang ada padamu untukku. Inilah deritaku yang paling sakit kurasa saat ini. Segala apa yang kulakukan tiada arti. Dan untuk apa aku bertahan? Jika ujungnya nanti akulah yang paling merasa sakit dengan semua ini. Berharap sesuatu yang tidak pernah atau bahkan tidak mungkin terjadi yaitu... Kau memilih ku..

Sangatta, 14may"17