Hurt

I'm just  an ordinary women expecting too much for my feel,life and love. And I have wrong Way to get it.
Yes.. I'm falling in love with u. Wrong person in wrong place.
Its feeling weird.. That every  single  night  u beside me,  sleep  with me but not for make  love with me. Only  hugging and get warm. And when u off u just go out and fuck the girls u know and come back home pretend nothing happen. You hurt me so much. You so selfish. If u can do that why i can't do as u do?  Ooo.. And u can call me slut..????!!!! How do u feeling When u fuck them and not remember me waiting and wondering where u go?
Oh.. I know.. U Just use me right?  Because I can wake u up in the morning , prepare for ur breakfast and lunch box. U Just feeling guilty for what was happened. And u are feeling trap with me. For all u have feeling u are so wrong if u couldnt leave me because all of that things. U can leave me.. I'm stronger enough to stand my self. To fight the world and everything againts me. I'm single fighter u never known. Dont  feel guilty for something that we do together in "like" 
Everything that i do.. I do it for love. So if u cant love me dont feel pity on me. I dont need ur pitiness. I dont need ur sorry for what we have done. Im okey....!!
You never know when Im cry to make my burden light..
You never know  i was try to suicide When i know u never be my side..  Its just temporaly in which u can call goodbye when its time to leave me.. So try me.. And u will see..

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28/5/'17